피터와 스테파니 Dr. Peter and Deacon Stephanie Inhye Millar
참으로 평범치 않은 방법으로 남편을 만났습니다. 5년간 아버지께 울며 메달렸습니다. 마음에 상처와 고통, 분노, 자기연민, 슬픔 등, 필요치 않은 찌끼들로 인해 고통스러웠으나, 그것이 축복이었음을 알았습니다. 아버지께서는 항상 제 중심을 받으시기를 원하셨습니다. 모든 것을 놓았을 때, 그렇게 떳떳지 못한 피터와의 끝이 보이지 않는 관계를 정상화시키시는 데는 이스라엘 백성이 헤메이는 모습을 연상시킵니다. 완전히 순종하질 못해, 자신이 무엇을 해보려고 붙잡다 보니, 잡은 것을 놓치 못했고,그로인해 마음에 온전한 평화가 없었습니다.
현재, 남편을 향한 아버지의 뜻대로 조건없이 사랑할 수 있기를 위해 분발합니다. 항상 기도해 주시는 분들께 감사를 드리며, 기도로 또한 답을 합니다. 저희 부부가 아버지의 도구로 날마다 쓰임 받기를 간절히 바랍니다.
Extraordinarily God lead me until I was born again.
Pete and I've known 5 years, into those times I wondered what's God's will for me. Pain, anger, jealousy, sadness, self-pettiness and so forth I got through whole that was the Blessing to be trained near to the LORD.
Once I had an idea by myself it was too much and hard to be obedient to the HIS plan because that's different what I liked. Father God always has watched and waited me to put Him on the Top of my mind and soul. But I was stubborn like Israelites to be out of Egypt that's why I didn't have the true peace in my spirit even though I was in a great grace. And our relationship was not justified ever before.
NOW HE is waiting for me to love Pete, my HUSBAND unconditionally as The Lord God did to me and sent to me Our Savior Jesus Almighty.
Thanks a lot for everyone who has prayed for us and only I can pray back for that. I do want being used by God with Pete every single day. Please pray for that!!!
